Wednesday, January 15, 2014

The Beast and the rain



The rage of the Beast was fierce as it always had been. Abandoned by the world and left alone in the wilderness the Beast spent its days in a dark cave hidden away from sight. Roars echoed through the stone tunnels as the Beast thrashed around his dwelling. The Beast slammed its powerful fists into a stone pillar smashing it to pieces and lashed out at the stone wall with its razor sharp claws, adding another set of marks to an already torn up wall.

The source of the rage was long forgotten and buried down into the creature’s soul. The words were lost but the gnawing pain remained. It ate at the Beast so feverously that anything could set the creature off into a frenzy.

Despite the loud roars and sound of crumbling stone, the faintest noise reached the Beast’s ear, the sound of rain. The Beast stopped terrorizing the cave walls and its eyes relaxed. Sadness washed over its face as it slowly walked toward the mouth of the cave. Its two hind legs made loud soft ‘pat pat’ noises against the stone floor.

Outside was a beautiful forest, rich green trees rising up ten feet or more from the soft soil. A winding river went through the forest like a snake adding the reflective touch of water to an already scenic landscape. This scenery was lost on the Beast most of the time. The Beast never came out of its cave during the day and it only surfaced at night to hunt. Large monsters rarely have patience to admire a tree. Day or night, when it rained, the Beast surfaced from the depths and stood in the mouth of it’s cave and it would stare at the rain.

The pouring rain added a different kind of beauty to the forest. Replacing the sparkling river waters and the illuminated green leaves with a calm cloudy sky and the gentle hush of raindrops. It was a mystery why The Beast changed its behavior when it rained, The Beast didn’t even know. It would stare puzzled up at the sky and watch rain fall from nowhere and little the landscape. The constant steady drum of raindrops hitting leaves was hypnotizing and The Beast fell into a trance.

In a daze The Beast sat down on the cold ground and put its hands over its face, its long clawed fingers stretching up over its head and its rounded snout sticking out from between its palms. As the fury and pain seemed to subside The Beast began to shrink. The horn ridges on its back slowly faded away and the thick dark gray fur began to recede back into The Beasts body. After several minutes The Beast had transformed into a man.

The Man had dark gray hair and a thin face with narrowed eyes and nose, like a wolf. He opened his eyes like he had just woken from a dream. As he looked himself over all the memories and deep buried feelings came rushing back. The questions that eluded the Beast were now all answered in the mind of the man. He knew everything that happened, why, when and how it all happened. He couldn’t stand it and began to sob. The rain poured down and drowned out the sounds of the man crying.

There was something about the rain that tied him to his humanity, a single piece that wasn’t corrupted by rage. The rain brought this out of The Beast and it would transform.. The Beast was its true form and the man was an echo of its past. A man so consumed with rage that he willingly became a beast to hide the pain away.

The day turned to night and the raining stopped. The man lay curled into a ball. He had a choice, every time it rained he had a chance to remember and to choose to stay with those memories as a human and every time he willed himself back into a Beast.

In the deep dark woods on a cloudy night a large Beast stalked the forest.

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Letter from Geren



Beloved Alaria,
           
Since I’ve come to earth I have felt nothing but pain. The world itself is beautiful, the creatures living on it are another story altogether. The average human is completely self concerned, inwardly focused and selfish. They value status, rank and monetary gains over nature or compassion. The humans that do show any kind of goodwill are few and seem to always be fighting against the tide of either the unhelpful or the purposely harmful. Since we last spoke my body has been covered in scars. I still retain physical traits of my old self, but you would be shocked to see me as I am today.

The world weighs heavy on me as I go through each day trying to blend in with the modern populace. I find it is easier to go numb sometimes. When I first arrived here I cared about all things great and small, but this world has worn me down and made it difficult to care about anything more than the path directly ahead of me. These humans are amazing, the burden themselves with this harsh reality created by their own hands. They are as enduring and resistant as they are short sighted.

I miss you Alaria, I think about your tender blue skin and that sweet smile of yours and it breaks my innards to pieces. I will find a way home one day, I just hope when I see you again you will still want me. I fear I may be too transformed by this world that you may not even see me like you used to. I cannot think of this, I need hope that I will return to a world of light and peace. Even if I could never return home, I know I could survive this earth if I had you with me.

As I say this I feel a sense of dread. Having you for comfort would lift my spirits in such ways, but I could not picture such a beautiful star like yourself being trapped on a dirt ball like this. I would rather suffer alone than risk losing you to the cold harshness of the day to day. I continue to struggle, but having you in my thoughts gives me hope.

My dearest Alaria, I love you.

Geren-

The long Night Walk

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