World of Chaos

            I float happily in a world of dreams and peace. Everything is dark and the only noise I hear is a rhythmic thumping. I feel like I have slept here all my life and hope that I can continue to do so for all eternity. Safe and secure I stay curled up in a ball and listen to the rhythm of the beats. Thump thump, thump thump. How nice it is to be here, to be in between existence and nonexistence.

            Then I feel something tug on me, my world shift and something is pulling me into another world. My head spins and my heart races, I cannot comprehend what is happening and can only feel terror. My world of peace is falling down around me and I am being rejected by it. Soon I fee a rush of cold air then a blinding light and terrible noises overwhelm me. I am in shock as the world falls to chaos.

            My eyes try to adjust to the light and my mind races to comprehend what is going on. Just as I start to calm down I am struck with a powerful force. I cry out and my voice adds to waves of confusion and noise. I experience pain, this only adds to the bright light and noise that I have come to hate. Hate, I can add that to the list as well. I have only been in this world for a few seconds and already have felt pain and hate, as well as confusion, anxiety and fear from the chaos of it all. I do not know why I could have possibly done to deserve this but I feel that I can’t go back to they way things used to be. I can never go home and instead must endure this.

            After some time has passed my eyes adjust to the light and the noise is no longer so intense. My mind begins building mental walls so I can survive this hellish place. I wonder how long I will be doomed to be here, but then again I do not think I want to know. I don’t think I could handle the truth right now.